Conspiracy theorist about what? The reality of COVID has nothing to do with the fact that the actions of governments are informed, rational, or justified. Those are different things. I can die of of COVID a week from now, at my age it is not distant possibility, particularly with the exposure caused by two members of my close family working in healthcare and going to work without missing a day since March. I can die of a number of other causes, which is actually way more likely. And what does it have to do with masks? I wear mask wherever I go, for the protection and comfort of other people. I am not pissed off, I am retired and, at least for now, pretty comfortable. That does not mean I do not see what is happening around me, and that I do not need a good explanation for the quarantine of the healthy. Reality of COVID danger does not means that I am going to shit my pants 24/7. believing everything that people who have been wrong about everything so far tell me without scrutinizing it. Particularly when I see lives around me ruined not by COVID.